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Livejournal Returns?

2006-03-23T00:00:04Z

Since I use livejournal a lot for my RENT community, I decided I need to start updating this thing again. It's a good way to organize my thoughts and emotions and my life in general. Yeah, i'm corny like that. Also, bored.

So what to say? Life. Life is alright, that's it though, just alright. I'm not complaining. Friends are great, despite random arguments about my daily diet (lmao) and that normal teenage he said she said drama. It's all good though. Honestly, everyone has been annoying me lately, except for a few people. I don't know why I get like this, just so aggrivated and annoyed by the immature comments and stereotypical things some people say. Like seriously, some people are just idiotic. Think before you open your mouth!

I've been thinking about something a lot lately. I just wish I can tell people, but I can't. There is just so much that people don't know about me, not even my best friends. Eventually i'll be able to say it just not yet.

Norberto's birthday is today, yay, 18! (:

My mom is very corny, like seriously.. she doesn't like me, lately. She just thinks i'm good for nothing it seems. Maybe it's my inability to actually communicate with her lately, or with anyone. Like I don't have much to say , i've just been full of thoughts.

I'm out though, I have to do some homework cause all I do is procrastinate. On the real, be safe .

RENT MOVIE !!

2005-11-25T18:39:28Z

My view on the movie is mixed. The movie and the play are two different things, and they both hold their own charms. At the core they hold the same positive message, and that's key. I don't see how anyone could be disappointed with the movie when it still is, and forever will be, Rent. Just not the broadway musical. Nobody will forget the musical, I'm sure it will be the opposite and more will be inspired to find out what spawned the movie. And besides, purists like me exist and always will exist, but I'm not going to resent someone just because they came into the fandom at a different time than I did. Elitism is never good. You would think people who were fans of Rent would know that.

My only objections to the movie were of course, the absence of the tune ups, voice mails, Christmas Bells, New Years, Halloween, Good-bye love, etc. In the play, the ENTIRE cast is used to show family and friendship. I'm talking about the ensembles too. In the movie they wiped out pretty much all of that and focused on just the main cast, really. It's understandable. But in the play, you don't really know the extent to which Mimi is missing except for the voice mail where her parents call. In the movie they circumvented that by just having the rest of the cast call.

I didn't think I'd miss the voicemails as much as I did.
"Marky...sell us your soooooooooul...j-ust kidding!".

Besides that, I really object to how one-sided they made Benny in the movie. In the play you come to realize that at his heart, he is still one of the original friends and always will be. In the movie you just sit there wondering why the Hell he is even at Angel's funeral at all. In the play you see him as crass, but at the same time, he's still there for them in an odd way which becomes stronger and stronger, like during New Years where he celebrates with them and says, "To Hell with it all." and lets them stay rent-free, until he pays for Angel's funeral after they all get thrown out. Then during Good-bye Love, where he offers to take Mimi to a clinic. Lastly, you hear about him being busted for his affair and being pulled out of the block.

In the movie Mark SELLS (I had always assumed he just gave the footage in the play, never sold it. In my mind Mark never made money off any of his stuff, since he wanted it that way.) his footage of the riot to pay the Rent..Benny is never busted..nothing. He just fades away into obscurity, forever a one-sided character. IMO that is not how he should be remembered. :\ So if anyone who hasn't seen or done research into the play and has only seen the movie is reading this, please remember what I just said about Benny. ;D There is no real villain in Rent, unless you count self-doubt.

I thought the additions like the engagement party, etc., were cute and understandable. A good way to pull it off. You have to consider the fact that they didn't have the play's stage to work on, they had to make it seem believable, and they couldn't just have 'Take me or Leave me' happen out of nowhere. The same thing goes for the entire movie.

I also liked all the minor details they kept in there..the way Mimi's clothes looked good far away, but up close they were ripped, torn, and tatty. The illegal wood-burning stove, etc. Little things made me happy.

The movie goes to Jesse L. Martin for Collins. His performance was just so fantastic, I couldn't believe it. He IS Tom Collins. Everyone else was fantastic as well, but his performance just..stuck out so much in my mind.

I think that's all I really want to say for now. I think the reason some people object so much to the movie after seeing the play is that..when we saw the play, we had to use a lot of our imagination to put the characters into the situations they were in. (I always visualized Maureen's protest differently.) and now that the movie is out and puts a firm backdrop behind the things we had always been able to loosely imagine at our whims, people are a little disappointed it didn't match into their visions of it. That is why the play will always be magical.

ACESS DENiED .

2004-06-11T00:59:44Z

FRiENDS ONLY .

Comment to be added ♥

oohyeahh @ 2004-06-08T20:20:00

2004-06-09T00:31:15Z

hello, well let me start off by saying that my little brother hit a homerun against a kick-ass pitcher yesterday! I WAS SO PROUD OF HIM.. ALL THE PARENTS WERE JUMPING AND CHEERING, AND HIS TEAM WAS! AND HE GOT THE GAME BALL! GO WILLLLLLIEEEE (He's the smallest boy on his team and less experienced but he's awesome at baseball.)

Today was AWESOME!! I had an okay day at school, decided that i need to separate from someone a little more.. Then after school I got off the city bus and went in my house and then mike, norberto, and morgan came to pick me up to go to the beach (silversans or w-e) so we rode our bikes there. So many people came: Me, Gabby, Mike, Norberto, Sarah, Stina, Danielle, Jacki Decola, Morgan, Jackie Guerrera, and Britt. I just layed out and I got compliments!! Gabby said im skinny! and Jacki was like "sam you have a really really nice body, like you have the best legs, and your stomach is cute.. it's perfect for a belly button ring!" I love you girls you are the bestttt! (i love compliments lol) I got to see Danielle drive.. she's awesome. I was talking to her and she is really a cool girl, and Gabby collected shells for me! haha i <33 her i gotta hang out with her more. Mike and Norberto and Mark always bother me about my last name lmao and something else that i can't say in here.. but i'm gonna kick their asses!

I wish John and Mark went to the beach but Mark had baseball practice and John had no bike or anything. I missed you guys!!

In summer we are going to hang out soooo muchhhh....

I MISS JUSTINNN, GOTTA HANG OUT THIS WEEKEND.

Britt i love you so much your so nice your never EVER mean to me no matter what, even if i have an attitude towards you.. you're the bestt!

bye
<333

peeee esss: SELENA GOES ON TONIGHT W00T (favorite movie.. cry everytime.)

oohyeahh @ 2004-06-06T21:02:00

2004-06-07T01:03:44Z

i love Jackie, Brittney, and Sarah.

what`s happeninq?

2004-06-05T16:05:56Z

Sam.Jackie.Sarah.Britt
Bffe..

..doesn`t that mean forever?

oohyeahh @ 2004-06-01T17:02:00

2004-06-01T21:03:07Z

I have to let the past be the past.... no matter how hard it is.

hm

2004-05-31T15:34:58Z

havent updated in a while... but since then i've been to newport and the farm! NEWPORT WAS SO AWESOME IT WAS LIKE THE BEST TRIP! it was me, jackie, sarah, britt pat, and destin and we walked all over and i bought stuff and we ate so much and had SO much fun and we went to this cool mansion. Also sitting next to us on the bus were: jacki, morhan, stina, and mike. I was hyper and we were waiting for the other group to get back so that we can go in the mansion so pat goes inside my sweatshirt while im wearing it lmao like he put his head in it was the funniest thing ever i was like riding him cause he was stuck and i was flying all over the place people took pictures it was the oddest funniest thing. Then i was standing on the seat to take a pic and the bus driver goes "GET OFF MY FURNITURE!" Scary.. so i was like "sorry i will never disrespect you again." lol

So I slept over jackies the night before the farm and we watched Gia cause it was on TV and jackie fell asleep but i was up and i cried so much.. i was like "why do people have to die?!" and jackie woke up and looked at me crying then just went back to sleep i was like gee thanks jack haah but then after it was over i woke her up and she said she didnt remember doing that.

the farm... wow... it was so so so so so so so so so so so fun!! Me and Jackie got tan! and i got a little burnt lol and we basically ran around rode on this gulf cart thing nwith steph and whitney and looked at the horses... ate.. roasted marshmellows.. it was great! Then me and Jackie were gonna leave with Steph and Whitney to go to the club but we decided not to cause they had to leave early and we wanted to stay at the farm cause thats like a once i na year oppurtunity lol but yeah then i went back to jackies and watched Cinderella.

now i gotta clean my bedroom so that my mom can put my new curtains up then me and my mom are going out. byeee<33

<33

2004-05-30T00:09:00Z

"Angelina Jolie, the most gorgeous creature in the world. Her lips, her eyes, her hair, her body are, like, insane. She's a godess" -- Paris Hilton"

RENT- Maureen

2004-05-29T23:22:35Z

You're Maureen Johnson. You're a performance
artist looking for any opportunity for your
voice to be heard. Sometimes you're a little
self-centered, but you do care about your
friends.

Rent Character Quiz
brought to you by Quizilla

she happens to be my favorite character

oohyeahh @ 2004-05-26T11:18:00

2004-05-26T15:21:22Z

Haven’t updated in a while.. im in keyboarding and I’m feeling so depressed, probably because I got 3 hours of sleep. I was on the phone with someone until 3 AM talking about absolutely nothing, but he’s funny and stuff so yeah. I’m really confused about things, I feel like I want a serious relationship so bad but the people that I like aren’t ready for that. Or they have seizures... joke joke.. this summer I will be at my uncles a lot cause my cousins hot friends will be there in the pool heh. Once again I feel completely lead on.. but hey im kinda used to it. Lot’s of guys do that to me. I guess im just supposed to be miserable or something. No im being whiny and dumb so I’ll stop now.

We’re reading Romeo and Juliet in English and I love it so much. For a man to be that much in love with a girl, it’s the sweetest thing.. so sweet.. the way he describes her beauty. =/

im sooo gayyyyyyy.. oh yeah yesterday I was sexually harrassed kind of by a teacher, I can’t put it in here cause I have no idea who reads this but if you want to know about it i-m me and ill give you the details.

Last night I was talking to my mom and I was like “I want to be famous on stage or singing somewhere so bad.” She’s like “oh you will be, there is no doubt in my mind that you will be.” I always felt like my mom hated me acting and she always seemed to care less about my dreams, but the way she said that to me last night made me feel so good like she really believes in me hahah I sound so dumb.

I gotta talk to Britt.. me and her were talking the other day about serious things that I need to finish.. and like I dunno I love her so much and I feel so bad cause shes going through a tough situation right now. Britt I’m here for you!!

We really need to have a sleepover, me jackie britt and sar.. there are a lot of things that need to be discussed.

I m gonna go the period is almost over byee<333

I love everyone that left positive comments about my layout (except john cause hes cuttin on my icon) haha

oohyeahh @ 2004-05-23T21:20:00

2004-05-24T01:20:39Z

new layout, oppinions please.

yakk

2004-05-22T02:40:51Z

this week has been okay... slow but fun. I got a 104 on my Movement Acting test what nowww?! and i got a 107 on my french test.. and a C on my world cultures test which is good cause it was very long and hard and i thought i was gonna fail and i didnt study for it either.

Summer is almost here i wanna go somewhere very very far like Hawaii or even Mexico or Texas or Cali or SOMETHING! i might audition for this musical in Hamden that Ms. K told me about but im not sure.

Acting was fun there were only 4 people; me jackie nicole and alex cause everyone else was either absent or was testing for ISSP.. me and jackie dont have to test we are autimatically in. weeehooonk! We did Hamlet today and I was in a scene with Alex and the scene came out so gooood. I was proud

well today sarah and britt came and picked me up and we walked around the cove it ws hot so i wore a new skirt! heh and this guy was like "you ladies are looking beautiful tonight" then he stopped his motor cycle and got off and hes like "how old are you ladies?" and we were like "15" so then he just got backk on his motor cylce and drove away without even saying bye. Rudeee, then we went to Stina's and ate her food haha and morgan was there then john and nick and kyle came and we walked to her dads and hung out... and nick was being mean hes like GET OUT IM NOT EVEN KIDDING, SHORT SKIRT LOVE TO FLIRT! =/ but yeahhh ummmm me and britt and sarahh did something... hahah... wow....

blahhh no one understands how i feel when i see him, and it sucks cause he doesn't like me at all and he used to.. and one of my best friends is like in love with him but im gonna stop right there cause im just acting selfish and stupid.

i lost 5 pounds! i probably gained it back after tonight haha.. but yeahh i need to lose a lot more weight, in a healthy way ofcourse.. and i need to workout, it shouldnt be that hard to lose weight cause i mnot really fat im just not the way i want to be.

I want a boyfriend so bad, someone to just like me for who i am. And tell me im beautiful, cause he truly thinks i am beautiful.I just always go for the wrong guys.. like i don't deserve anything that treats me with respect. Don't get me wrong.... all my ex boyfriends were/are wonderful but nothing ever lasts or gives me the feeling that i want. I'm not looking for a SERIOUS relationship or marriage or even love i just want that feeling i had last summer back.

im gonna stop complaining now.

Errin and Marianda and chell and bianca if you happen to be reading this are you gonna be in ISSP with me at coop? or is it differnt or something....????

bye everyone mucho love<33

peee essss i love britney longyear and our deep conversations!

and i love sarah eventhough she doesn't let me use her lip gloss hahah

yes

2004-05-18T01:30:59Z

So last night I went shopping and got some awesome stuff.. 6 skirts and 7 shirts! And then brittt and her cousin and sarah and jackie came and we looked around it was fun. Her cousin is sooooo sweet. He goes to me "You did soooooooo good, better than the cartoons(talkin about the play), you deserve something pick out anything you want." I couldn't though cause i didn't want him to spend money on me but sarah and jackie let him. Then when Carla came I kinda just jumped i nthe car and I forgot to hug him so he's like "fine I don't get a hug!" lol I felt bad hes a sweetie but he's also a little young and he lives in Florida.. and hes um britts cousin haha

today was an okay day. School was normal then when i got home me and jackie rode our bike for a little... and i fell right in front of alex's house and scraped my knee. The chain popped so i walked my bike back to my house where I saw stina and jacki decola and stina called her brother to come fix my chain. So while he was fixing it I went inside to get band aids and i came back out with wart protectors lmao so then i went back inside and got regular band aids, and i put bactine on my knee. Then the four of us went riding and we stopped and talked to tiff for a little, then we went to britts and talked to diane for a while.. then britt came with us riding but stina and jacki had to go home, so it was me jackie and britt then we met sarah at krawzers and us 4 rode around. I got cold so I went inside and changed into pants then came back out and we rode all over the place then I came home and fell asleep haha! Then I woke up and ate chicken yum yumm. I just got finished cleaning my room

it sucks cause it's gonna rain until like thursday the weather man said what the efffffffff i want summerrrrrrr

Mr. Rienzi put me into ISSP next year, how awesome is that.. he said i don't even have to take the test cause he already put me in it.. and he said a lot of my teachers reccommended me so i felt cool. ISSP is a program where you go and learn stuff that you haven't learned in class.. it has nothing to do with your grades it has to do with your intelligence and your creativity.. it's exactly like TAG, except it's a 10th grade form.

im tired eventhough i slept todayyy...

bye? this entry was pointless but you loved it cause you love me ha-ha

j k

arrow threee

i want a pet

or a boyfriend

okay im done.

thing stolen from morgan

2004-05-17T03:39:57Z

1. How long is your oldest friendship?
- since i was 9 (jackie)

2. How long have you known your newest friend?
- since the start of the year ( patrick )

3. Where did/do you meet your friends?
- school, out, theater related places

4. How much time do you spend with your friends in an average month?
- everyday

5. Have you kept in touch/remained close with many of your high school?
- i'm in highschool

6. Have you ever shared a guy/girl with a friend?
- no

7. Do you consider any of your family members to be your friends?
- yeah my cousin mariah+jay+tiff+dan

8. What sorts of activities do you do with your friends?
- act... or just CRAZY things that you wouldn't believe

9. Which friend lives closest to you, and how close?
- hmm decolaa i thinkkk

10. Which friend lives the farthest away from you?
- jared? no no no no corey! i just met him today! he lives in florida

11. Have you ever been jealous of a friend?
- yess britt

12. Have any of your friends ever been jealous of you?
- they have no reason to be

13. Do you talk about your sex life with your friends?
- yeah well i've never had sex but i talk about stuff with them related to that

14. Do you talk about "girly" stuff (shoes, clothes, boys, hair, etc) with your friends?
- ofcourse

15. Do you talk about politics with your friends?
- yeah sometiems

16. What do you and your friends have in common?
- lots of stuff

17. What are some major differences between you and your friends?
- we all have way differnt personalities

18. Do you usually hang out with friends one-on-one, or in groups?
- both

19. Do you have a friend you could call at 4 am who would come down and bail you out of jail (etc.)?
- yeah

20. How often do you talk on the phone to your friends?
- not a lot we are always together so we dont need to, but we sometimes do

21. Would you rather visit your friends at their home, or entertain them at your own home?
- doesn't matter

23. Have you ever had a friend as a roommate?
- in BOSTON and WASHINGTON

24. Do you dislike any of your friends' other friends?
- yeah

25. What do you look for in a friend?
- someone who can make me laugh like hell

26. What makes you a good friend?
- i like to talk to people about their problems, and help them.. and i guess i have a funny personality

27. How could you improve as a friend?
- well sometiems im a little bitchy, i should work on that

28. How could some of your friends improve?
- they are perfect the way they are =)

29. What is one goal that you've set for yourself that you plan to accomplish?
- to fulfill my dreams

30. when was the last time you received flowers from anyone?
- today! after the show

31. What is one thing that annoys you the most about others in general?
- lying

32. what person in your life is an annoyance to you?
- willie my brother but i love him

33. What do you think is your biggest strength?
- beinq there for others

34. What do you think is one of your biggest weaknesses?
- self image

35. What attracted you to you last bf/gf?
- personlity, smile, self-confidence

36. On a scale from 1-10 how would you rate your looks?
- i dunno like 5

37. What was the last exciting thing that you did?
- put on a performance on a stage and rocked at it!

38. Do you see yourself as a leader?
- hmm i have some leadership qualities i suppose

39. Where is the craziest place you've ever had sex?
- in a dream lmao!!

41. Have you ever had sex in a hot tub?
- yes in jackies.. with her... just kidding

42.If you could have free clothes for the rest of your life from any store, which would be it be?
- wet seal

43. If you could eliminate one "girl problem" (i.e. period, shaving, plucking) what would it be?
- menstruation

44. If you could read one person's mind, who would it be?
- brittney's dont ask why! ahah

45. If you had the chance to tell someone you can't stand exactly how you feel about them and the next day they wouldn't remember it, who would it be and what would you say?
- i can't say because it's mean

46. If you could stop time for one hour, what would you do?
- cherish the hour of not worrying about what's gonna happen tomorrow or what happened yesterday

47. If you could reverse a decision in your life, what would it be?
- well once i stopped eating and that was pretty stupid

48. If you could know one thing about your future what would you pick?
- who my love will be

49. If you could change something about your personality, what would it be?
- constant deep thinking

50. If you could pick one dessert that you could eat for the rest of your life that wouldn't have calories, what would you pick?
- chocolate

51. If you could fly, where would you go?
- to the clouds

52. If you could be famous for something, what you want to be famous for?
- acting

53. If you could change one law, what would you change?
- don't get me started

54. If you could have one night with someone famous, who would you pick?
- ashton kutcher

55. If you could talk to God, what would you ask him?
- his honest oppinion of me

56. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
-I was such a tom boy when i was little. (My tag autobiography.)

57. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
- my pink flowers

58. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- weather report

59. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- complete silence

60. When did you last step outside?
- when i came inside from kohls

61. What are you wearing?
- white boxers, blue shirt

62. Did you dream last night? What about?
- nope

63. When did you last laugh?
- in carla's car

64. what is on the walls of the room you are in?
- posters, awards, calendar, decorations

65. What is the last film you saw?
- something about crazy people

66. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
- the mall

67. What are your thoughts on George Bush?
- neutral

68. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
- adriana

69. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
- zac

70. What is your weirdest turn on?
lips

71. What is your favorite quote?
- love as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today

oohyeahh @ 2004-05-16T10:39:00

2004-05-16T14:55:29Z

lmao look what joe made for me!

JOE YOU ARE TOO FUNNY!!<3

Anyway.. I went to see footloose yesterday it was AWESOME! They were sooo good.. hot hot hot hot Ren and Chuck! woooahh fun, today im perfeorming Cinderella.. come see it at 2:00 @ Dodd's Theater- UNH!

Sophia+Morgan+lizzz came and saw it yesterday.. i love you threee girlsss! You are beautiful.

i need a hero

toooodlesss! <3

la

2004-05-13T19:40:30Z

i am in the best mood right now.. today was a really good day.. i've been out of school sick for the past two days but i went back today. I'm feeling a lot better though im still a little stuffy.

I wanna go to the band concert tonight to support my boys! i might need a ride from someone i dunno i gotta talk to my mom about it

i got my glasses woo no more being blind, and friday im getting my contacts!@ hell yayaaa!

oh yes everyone isn't my layout so sexy? <- he's so hotttttt

errin i dunno if your reading this but you looked really pretty today.. i saw you this mornin when i was on the bus lol

jackie is managed!<333

they dont wanna accept my application cause my mom lost the card that had my social security number on it but i dunno if they did or not gotta talk to my mom.

okay bye all

i wrote on my pants:
Ashton Kutcher
I <3 Angelina Jolie
I heart jackie
and butterflies

toodles

wow..

2004-05-11T02:05:36Z

at the gym today i saw my brother joey bilskis.. i haven't seen him since i was 4 years old. He's 20-21 he has blonde hair blue eyes hes VERY VERY built and hes a very good-looking nice kid. He gave me a hug and my mom started crying cause it's her "step son" lol It felt really good to know that there ARE people out there who are related to you and share the same last name. He has my eyebrows! lol i guess i finally found prooof that my father does exist and i AM a person like everyone else. Call me strange but it feels like i might have fulfilled a part of me that i've been longing to fill for a while now... and i thought i had to meet my dad to know who i am.. well he's the proof i needed. Hes my BROTHER. The weird thing is.. i stared at him for like 5 minutes and i KNEW there was somehting about him before he even realized it was me and my mom... i KNEW it.. i felt it wow im strange..

the gym is awesome.. my mom said that my brother might be my personal trainer lol he def looks like he has some experience and his BEAUTIFUL girlfriend of 2 years works there and everything so yeah im hooked up.. haha i love it there though i feel so good

well i got the application for lighthouse summer camp today.. i REALLY wanna work there cause they are out in the sun all day.. TAN! they chase around kids and play sports.. fitness.. and they get lots of money too! i hope i get the job.. who knows i might even meet a boy.. lol

my ex bf mark and sophia made out today after acting.. wow is all i have to say to that. haha i just got off the phone with him and he gave me the details

to close this entry all i have to say is..
I LOVE JACKIE GUERRERA! <33333333333333333333333

hmmmm

2004-05-10T00:08:36Z

went to the movies last night to seee mean girls and i got to sit next to justin!!! <333 the movie was SO funny.. good times then me and jackie went to barnes and noble and bought stuff then she slept over and we cut my bangs ahahahh it came out pretty good then the next day her mom fixed them up a bit.. they are okay not that great but i can deal... better than just plain hair.. me and jackie had fun and i want a boyfriend soooo bad but i can wait lol im so stupid okay bye!

ps- im going to the gym starting tomorrow.. w00t.. im gonna get so toned ahah! im so happyy about it =)

yadada

2004-05-07T15:20:20Z

in keyboarding.. bored.. lonely =/

i dunno what im doing tonight im trying to figure that out i wanna go to the movies and see mean girl or go to the mall or SOMETHING!

i just love how britt asnd sarah put pics of them all over JACKIES locker without asking.. hmmm interesting.. lol

I don't mean to sound whiny or anything but i really want a love interest... blahhh i wanna go to the arts barn or soemhting cause stina and morgan say there are 457547+ hot guys there. It's just that.. when you go to coop.. guys are.. okay i'll stop there. Let's just say there are very few cute guys, like 2.

In keyboarding I have nothing to do so i just look at my friends journals and stuff and i clicked on my friend alex's journal and there were pics of him... he turned into such a good-looking boy, he was never ugly or anything but he has grown up so much! i miss him lol

The cutest couple in the world= Jackie Guerrera and Johnathon White! omg that would be the best thing everrrrr!

well theres only 5 minutes left of class

lAtA dAyS sIcKo<3

JK

byeee

FRESHMAN PLAY!

2004-05-06T01:59:53Z

I just want to say that our (Ms. K's) freshman play went AWESOME! i didn't get to see the other freshman acting class but i get to tomorrow... but our play went very good and im so happy to have had the oppurtunity to work with you all and I love you all so much. <33333333 Like Ms. K said... she was blessed to have us as an acting class.. im sure we will continue to make her proud..love you guys!! =)

COOP ACTING C-O 2007!

mmmhmmm

2004-05-04T21:43:37Z

i`m so screwed cause the freshman play opens tomorrow night! scaredddd... school today was okay nothing exciting happened.

I was weird today at the end of the day cause a certain person said some hurtful things but jeremy thanks for being concerned i love ya lol

Im soo confused about a certain someone, i want him so bad but i don't want to get into it at the same time, jackie knows cause i complained to her about it today... lol..

theres seriously nothing to type in this thing anymore i should just get rid of it heh

tootles!

bored

2004-05-02T03:13:13Z

well tonight i was bored so i decided to grab my camera and take pics of me... but i didn't want them to be all overly happy so i made them overly sad, very emotional pics! haha shows how much of a loser i am when im bored..

aw how sad, yeah okay

wow im a loser

big! sorry too lazy to make smaller

sorry again

original..

original again

yeah im such an idiot! haha bored bored boreddd

well well well

2004-05-02T00:06:07Z

today we had a show.... it went AWESOME! so many people told me i was so funny that they were peeing there pants in the audience... that's what i love to hear! lol britt did really welll.. everyone did, it was so fun tooo i dont think ill get bored doing this one, only like 9 more runs to go!

nothing really to write

hmmmm my aunt bought over pics from my cousins communion and there is a pic of me that i actually think i look kinda pretty in... i wish i had a scannerrr fdfhkd

well tootles!
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hm hm hm

2004-04-30T00:29:55Z

well today was interesting, school was okay except for the world cultures test that i KNOW i failed. Got home and went riding with Sarah, Morgan, Jacki, and Stina then they left and me and sarah saw niko and hung out with him for a little.. then sarah left and i went to the park and ended up playing kickball for seriously atleast 2 hours with most of the guys that graduated with me ; rob, steve, gary, hans, jonny, jay, alphonso, eric, and Andy was there and nick and other people lol then i was talking with like chris nick steve and rob then nick left and then i was talkin to chris steve and rob and then i came home at 8 15ishhh and yeahhh here i am. I was happy to see they are all happy and they are doing good.. staying out of trouble. They are stereo typed a lot by people as "assholes" "potheads" i dont care cause i know they are good kids i've known them for 9 years.. they are my friends and they have been there for me whenever a guy was fucking with me lol

so anyways off that subject.... me + sarah were hoping maybe our parents will let me her jackie and britt stay home tomorrow and stufff and hang out causeeee we have rehearsal and dont wanna go to schoool blahhh i doubt that will happen though.

hmm im hungry, havent eaten all day..

tootles!

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